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150 questions [Feb. 28th, 2012|03:45 am]
1) Are you really ready for 150 questions? Yes

2) Was your last real relationship a mistake? Currently in a relationship so no

4) Who did you last say “I love you” to? Kyle

5) Do you regret it? No

6) Have you ever been depressed? Yes

7) Are you a boy or girl? Girl

8) What is your relationship status? Taken

9) How do you want to die? Peacefully I hope

10) What did you last eat? Veggie pizza

11) Played any sports? umm... I have in my lifetime yes

12) Do you bite your nails? Sometimes

13) When was your last physical fight? Never

14) Do you have an attitude? Sometimes

15) Do you like someone? Yes

16) What is your real name? Jesyca

17) Are you gonna get high later? No

18) Do you hate anyone at the moment? No

19) Do you miss someone? Yes

20) Twirl or cut your spaghetti? Both

21) Do you tan a lot? Eww no

22) Have any pets? A kitty: Luci

23) How exactly are you feeling? bored

24) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving? Duh

25) Ever made out in the bathroom? Yes 

26) Would you take any of your exes back? Hell no

27) Are you scared of spiders? Nah

28) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? No... well maybe, as long as I have the option to come back.

29) Do you regret anything from your past? A few things

30) What are your plans for this weekend? Work

31) Do you want to have kids? Someday

32) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M? No

33) Do you type fast? Not really

34) Do you have piercings? Ears

35) Want any more? No

36) Can you spell well? Yes

37) Do you miss anyone from your past? I do

38) What are you craving right now? cookies

39) Ever been to a bonfire party? Quite a few

40) Have you ever been on a horse? Yes

41) Kissed someone in a pick up truck? No

42) Have you ever broken someone’s heart? I don't think so

43) Have you ever been cheated on? Yes

44) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? No

45) Would you live with someone without marrying them? Yes

46) What should you be doing? Sleeping 

47) What’s irritating you right now? The bump on the back of my head

48) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts? ... Uh no

49) Does somebody love you? Yes

50) What is your favorite color? Green

51) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? Yes

52) Do you have trust issues? No

53) Do you have a good relationship with your parents? Yes

54) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you? Maybe

55) Who was the last person you cried in front of? Kyle and Chyan

56) Do you give out second chances too easily? Yes

57) Is it easier to forgive or forget? Forgive

58) Is this year the best year of your life? The years just begun... It's been pretty okay.

59) What was your childhood nickname? Jesyana/Anika

60) Have you ever walked outside completely naked? No

61) Do you believe everything happens for a reason? I dunno

62) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? Drank

63) What is bothering you? So many things

64) Have you ever been out of your province? I have been to many other states... oh and Canada!

65) Do you play the Wii? Yep

66) Are you listening to music right now? Yes

67) Do you like Chinese food? Not too much

68) Do you know your fathers birthday? Feb 14

69) Are you afraid of the dark? I used to be

70) Is cheating ever okay? No

71) Are you mean? No 

72) Can you keep white shoes clean? Haaaaa no

73) Do you believe in true love? Above all things i believe in love. Love is like oxygen. Love is a many splendored thing. Love lifts us u where we belong. All you need is love!

74) Do you like the outside? Very much

75) Are you currently bored? Yes

76) Do you wanna get married? One day

77) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? Shmeh...

78) Are you hungry? For cookies!

79) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight? No.

80) What makes you happy? Kyle... kittens... cookies... beach... So many things

81) Would you change your name? No

82) Ever been to Alaska? No... brrrr

83) Do you watch the news? On occasion

84) What’ s your zodiac sign? Scorpio 

85) Do you like Subway? It's ok

86) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? Not at all

87) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? Laugh at his funny joke hahaha

88) Do you talk like your friends? Not really

89) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them? Definitely

90) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? Yes

91) who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? Kyle

92) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes? Yeah

93) Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? Kyle

94) Favorite lyrics right now? "I want to break free." - Queen

95) Can you count to one million? Yup

96) How many people have you had REAL STRONG feelings for since high school started? 3 

97) You get a text at 4AM saying "come outside." What do you do? Who the fuck is texting me at 4am? Heeeell no... 

98) Are you in a good mood? Not really

99) Is it easy to make you smile? Yes

100) Are you starting to realize anything? This ibuprofen isn't helping my head pain

101) One thing you're looking forward too? Getting off of work tomorrow

102) Are you afraid of roller coasters? No way

103) Do you have a best friend to lean on? Yes thank goodness

104) Do you like to wear your hair up or down? Down

105) If someone gave you $500, what would you spend it on? Plane ticket to Kansas so I can visit the family

106) Do you save the spiders that you find in your bathtub? Nope

107) Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? My sister

108) What were you doing yesterday? I worked... Went home... Had some drinks... Fell and hit my head on the wall X.x

109) What is the most important thing in any relationship? love, trust/honesty

110) What color is your hair? Currently: Auburn... Naturally: Dark blonde

111) What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up? Got ready for work

112) Look to your right. What do you see? The end table with lamp and candles on it

113) Are you wearing any makeup right now? No

114) Are you heartbroken in any way? No

115) Three days from now, will you be in a relationship? Yes

116) Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months? Yes

117) Who was the last person you sent a text message to? Kyle

118) How has the past week been for you? Fine

119) What are you listening to? Somebody That I Used To Know- Gotye

120) Are you shy at first when it comes to meeting people? Not anymore

121) Would you care if the person you like was kissing somebody else? Yes. I would be absolutely depressed/devastated

122) Have you ever been asked out by someone you didn't wanna date? Too many times

123) Could you go a month without cursing? Fuck no

124) Have you ever felt replaced? Yeah

125) Are you happy at this exact minute? Not really

126) Do you like to hold hands? Yes

127) Did you have a dream last night? No

128) Do you have a best friend? Yes

129) Will your next kiss be a mistake? No

130) Do you drink apple or orange juice? Both but grape is the best!

131) What woke you up today? Alarm clock

132) Your birthday? October 27 1987

133) Do you think high school relationships can last? Yep

134) Have you ever liked someone older than you? Yes

135) Are you unsure about your feelings for someone? No

136) What do you do when you can't go to sleep? Cuddle Kyle

137) Who were you with Friday? Work people... Kyle

138) When was the last time you gave/received a hug? & from who? Today, Kyle

139) Do you have a member of the opposite sex you've told everything to? Yes

140) How many people can you trust with just about everything? A few

141) After you break up with your bf what's the worst part? Moving on

142) Do you think two people can last forever? I do

143) Do you currently have a hickey, if so where? Eww no

144) If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be? Flying

145) What is in your pocket? I don't have pockets currently

146) Where is the person you care about most? My family: Kansas ... Kyle: Out

147) You never know what you got until you lose it? True or false? Not if you're smart

148) Does it bother you when people fight in front of you? It's pretty uncomfortable. I really don't like confrontation.

149) Does crying actually make you feel better? For sure

150) When you turn 18 are you moving out? Yes. I did move out when I was 18
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:D [Dec. 14th, 2010|11:27 pm]
[Current Location |United States, Kansas, Manhattan]
[mood |bouncybouncy]
[music |People snoring...]

Squeeee! I'm moving to Florida soon and absolutely cannot wait! I <3 my Kyle.
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Holy motherfucking shit balls, livejournal still exists!!!? [Jul. 23rd, 2010|01:33 am]
[Current Location |United States, Kansas, Manhattan]
[mood |accomplishedaccomplished]
[music |Some loud creeper in the kitchen (Stealing my alcohol no doubt!)]

Why yes.... Yes it does.
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Lyrics... Random [May. 5th, 2007|11:59 pm]
[mood |restlessRestless]

I regret everything I said to ever make her feel like she was something special, or that she ever really mattered. Or did she ever really matter?

It's midnight's late reminder of the loss of her, the one I love... My will to quickly end it all set front row in my need to fall.

At the edge of the bar sat a girl named doris and ooh that girl looked nice. Well he cast his eyes upon her and the trouble soon began...

Don’t give up... It’s just the hurt that you hide. When you’re lost inside I’ll be there to find you.

Can't you see it's over, because you're the God of a shrinking universe.

The stars are blazing like rebel diamonds cut out of the sun when you read my mind.

Remember me? I used to be your best time buddy that you couldn't wait to see, but getting old it takes a toll and hearts getting broken lead to people growing cold.

I try to laugh about it. Cover it all up with lies. I try and laugh about it, hiding the tears in my eyes.

Their words mostly noises, ghosts
with just voices. Your words in my memory are like music to me.

Lines ever more unclear. Not sure I'm even here. The more I look the more I think that I'm starting to disappear.

Stand out on the edge of the earth. Dive into the center of fate. Walk right in the sight of a gun. Look into the new future's face.

I've been walking, you've been hiding, and you look half dead half the time. Monitoring you, like machines do...
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March 23rd [Apr. 21st, 2007|11:49 pm]
[mood |depresseddepressed]

It was after midnight when Chyan, Kim, and I got in from Chicago. It had been pouring rain and stormy for about an hour before we got there and it was still going. My phone rang while we were helping Kim get her things out of my car. It was my sister. I answered it, she sounded upset and wanted to know where I was. I asked her what was wrong, but she wouldn't tell me. I could here my mom in the background telling her to let me know what was going on. I knew something awful had happened, but my sister would NOT let me know what was going on. She just told me to call when I was closer to the house. I was really scared and started freaking out, and backing out of Kim's driveway. Which was a really bad idea... Anyways we wound up in the ditch. We tried to get it out, but I was still scared to death and freaking out a little. We were drenched and caked in mud. Finally we gave up and went and woke everyone at Kim's house up and she ended up giving us a ride home. My mom called then and told me what happened. My grandma had died just then, right around midnight. I lost it and broke down crying. I miss her so much. :(
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Bad day... [Mar. 23rd, 2007|09:55 pm]
[mood |sadsad]

Today has not been good.
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I liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiive!!! [Mar. 21st, 2007|07:25 pm]
[Current Location |Varda's house... Nook thing by the kitchen.]
[mood |dorkyDorky]
[music |Television/dryer]

I'm at Lindy's. Met Julia. YAY! 

We're leaving tomorrow. (Chyan, Kim, and I.)


More later.
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FILL IT OUT, YO! [Mar. 9th, 2007|01:49 pm]
[Current Location |Jamaica, mooooon!]
[mood |awakeAWAKE!]
[music |Savage Garden]

Nabbed from Kima.

1. Can you cook?
2. What was your dream growing up?
3. What talent do you wish you had?
4. Favorite place?
5. Favorite vegetable?
6. What was the last book you read?
7. What zodiac sign are you?
8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?
9. Worst Habit?
10. Do we know each other outside of Livejournal?
11. What is your favorite sport?
12. Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude?
13. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14. Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15. Tell me one weird fact about you.
16. Do you have any pets?
17. Do you know how to do the Macarena?
18. What time is it where you are now?
19. Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21. Would you be my partner in crime or my conscience?
22. What color eyes do you have?
23. Ever been arrested?
24. Bottle or Draft?
25. If you won $10,000 dollars today, what would you do with it?
26. What kind of bubble gum do you prefer to chew?
27. What's your favorite bar to hang at?
28. Do you believe in ghosts?
29. Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
30. Do you swear a lot?
31. Biggest pet peeve?
32. In one word, how would you describe yourself?
33. In one word, how would you describe me?
34. Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
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First Reaction [Mar. 6th, 2007|07:17 pm]
[mood |confusedconfused]
[music |Barenaked Ladies]

Type what comes to your mind first whenever you hear these 37 words. Don't think and don't go back and change.

1. Beer: Nasty
2. Anorexic: Really Skinny
3. Relationships: Which ones?
4. Your Last Ex: Not
5. Power Rangers: GO! GO!
6. Weed: Tumble
7. The President: Idiot
8. Cars: Vrooooom
9. Gas Prices: Fluctuation
10. Halloween: CANDY!
11. Bon Jovi: Big hair
12. Religion: Very opinionated
13. MySpace: Meh
14. Worst fear: Dark
15. Marriage: Lovely
16. Paris Hilton: Who cares?
17. Brunettes: Brown hair...
18. Redheads: RON!
19: Politics: Bleh
20: Pass the time:  Fun
21. One night stands: Sure.
22. Cell Phone: Riiiiiiiiing
23. Pixie Stix: SUGAR GOOD!
24. Vanilla Ice Cream: ICE CREAM GOOD!
25. Port a Potties: GROSSSSSSSS!
26. High school: Alot of yuck mixed with some really good times and much learning.
27. Pajamas: Comfy!
28. Woods: Amazing
30. Alcohol: Gimme!
31. The word love: Passion
32. My best friends: Fantastic
33. Money:  Necessary
34. Heartache: Burn
35. Love: Great feeling
36. Time: goes on and on
37. Divorce: Awful... Sometimes
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I'm a little teapot... [Feb. 21st, 2007|04:10 pm]
[Current Location |Wherever...]
[mood |thoughtfulThoughtful]
[music |Various]

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect, every action in this world will bear a consequence. If you wade 
around forever you will surely drown...
Starlight, I will be chasing the starlight until the end of my life, I don't know if it's worth it anymore...

How many acres how much light? Tucked in the woods and out of sight, Talk to the neighbours and
tip my cap on a little road barely on the map...
I could be hurtful, I could be purple, I could be anything you like...
On a mountain he sits, not of gold but of sin, through the blood he can learn, see the life that
he took from a council of one he'll decide when he's done with the innocent...
Moving on, it's my time you never were a friend of mine. Hurt at first a little bit, but now I'm so over it...
Someday I'll wish upon a star and wake up where the clouds are far behind me,
where trouble melts like lemon drops high above the chimney tops thats where you'll find me...
You only hold me up like this, cause you don't know who I really am I used to waste my time on
dreaming of being alive, now I only waste it dreaming of you...
Oh crystal ball, crystal ball, save us all, tell me life is beautiful, mirror mirror on the wall.
Oh, crystal ball hear my song I'm fading out, everything I know is wrong...

My heart, it don’t beat the way it used to and my eyes, they don’t see you no more and my lips,
they don’t kiss the way they used to, and my eyes don’t recognize you no more...
I see you lying next to me with words I thought I’d never speak, awake and unafraid, asleep or dead...
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